
Good morning! That love hate thing.
So, I arrived 4 hours early to TAFE today as I thought I had class in the morning. I was proved wrong when I went to my class room and found it was inhabited by people I have never even SEEN before. I walk around the campus hoping to find someone in which I familiarized myself with. My efforts were in vain or vein or vane. Then, when all hopes were lost, as I walked toward the library, I ran into Kate (I didn't actually collide with her of course). So there we are talking, she is about to head of to her own class which is on the way to the library. She says "I'll walk you to the library" to which I say "ok cool, but which way is your class?". She points toward the library and then I say "So...you decide to walk me to the library not because you feel like walking me to the library, but because you have class there???" (I pretend to act playfully offended). We both laugh. That's when I see Julia who happens to be a girl in my class that I thought was in the morning. I smile and wave "Hi Julia!". Hmm, she may not have heard me? As all I got back was a continuation of her directional walking. So, to combat this, once again I smile and wave, but this time instead of saying "Hi, Julia" I playfully say "Juuullliiiaaa" in a pitched voice so high I even scared myself.
NEW PARAGRAPH!!!
This is the confusing part.
She looks straight at me, does not smile, but instead gives me a sort of "what do you want?" look/accusation and continues to walk ahead. Now, there is two ways I can take this. One, she has had a bad morning and I simply get the bad end of the stick there... no harm done. Or two, I have done something wrong, naturaly, I think it is the later of the two. So there we have it, what have I done I ask myself? I feel slightly confused at this point, as a matter of fact, I still am confused. I'm sitting here in the library taking a look around at all the people wondering what I could possibly have done (and if you are wondering how I typing AND looking around the room...answer... I can touch type.. *que cool music*). I'm thinking back to the last time I saw Julia, and that was at the train stop as I said goodbye to her. All seemed just peechy then?
Oh no! Forgive my seemingly up-my-self-ish manner. But could Julia have a crush on me? Julia seeing me talking to another girl and getting the reaction I got? O dear. What do I do?
Is there any words of wisdom out there to solve my predicament?
Signing off.
-Chris
P.S
The original title to this blog entry was "What is 'Confusion'?" But I think the new title suits more.
P.S.S
Do you like the ipod I drew in paint at tafe?
Edit:
Some or all names may have been changed to protect the identity of those in this entry. Cheers.